BEFORE I DECAY.






PLEASE ABANDON INSTINCT. I WAS STUCK IN A LOOP OF A VISCOUS CIRCLE. IT WAS A MISTAKE TO HAVE ENTRUSTED YOU.
Let me make this clear:
Losers are Losers and if you get in my way, no matter what, you will be a Loser to me . I hate those people who think they're so great and have the power to criticise people . SO F*CKING WHAT IF I WANT TO CHANGE MY PHONE . SO F*CKING WHAT IF I WANNA BE KAY POH . IT'S NOT LIKE NO ONE ISN'T . NOT EVEYRONE IS PERFECT . SO F*CKING WHAT IF I'M DRAMATIC . YOU DONT F*CKING JUDGE ADLI . AND HE'S MORE F*CKING DRAMATIC THAN ME . AND I WATCH MTV ALMOST EVERY SATURDAY SO HOW COULD I F*CKING NOT LISTEN TO THE SONGS PEOPLE ARE LISTEN NOW?! IT'S ALL MY DECISIONS . DID I ASK YOU TO SAY ANYTHING OR HATE ME? SAY WHATEVER F*CKING HELL THAT YOU LIKE BUT ONE DAY, YOU'LL JUST REALISE I DON'T F*CKING CARE . YOU'LL COME CRASHING DOWN AND I'LL JUST GO UP . WHY THE HELL HATE ME . YOU CAN HATE ME BUT I JUST WANNA KNOW ONE THING, WHY BOTHER BEING MY FRIEND IF YOU'RE GONNA HATE ME IN THE END?! I'M NOT JUST TALKING ABOUT F*CKING CHUA YI JIE . IM ALSO TALKING ABOUT SOH KHIM AND TEO YONG XUN . YOU CAN SAY WHATEVER YOU LIKE ABOUT ME . BUT TO ME, YOU'RE SCUM . YOU CAN BADMOUTH ME ALL YOU LIKE . I DONT CARE WHATEVER B*STARDS OR B*TCHES YOU ARE, YOU'RE STILL ALL THE DAMNED SAME TO ME: INSENSITIVE AND INSECURE .
YOU DON'T REALISE WHAT YOU'RE SAYING HURTS OTHERS . ONLY WHEN YOU GET A TASTE OF YOUR OWN MEDICINE THEN YOU'LL REALISE HOW IT FEELS . I ADMIT THAT I MADE MISTAKES IN THE PAST AND PRESENT AND WILL MAKE SOME IN THE FUTURE . BUT THAT'S WHAT'S MOST INTERESTING ABOUT LIFE . You have your own attitude . Don't bother pretending to me that you're my friend . No matter what, i won't let you destroy my life or take away any of my friends anymore . You've taken away first Diyana, then Nad . What next? Wanna interfere in my tuition ? Wanna take away Joshua Foo, Natasha Tan, Jonus, Si Ying and Shun Fei? Wanna take away all my tuition friends too? Yeahh and i noticed you said i act rich . Well, that's why i'm fat . My mum and dad got a lot of money give me eat unlike you skinny freaks . What, parents no money buy food isit?(No offence to other people...im just saying this to people who say i act rich) .
You've FINALLY DONE IT . You've taken away my friends,my life and my everything . What else wanna take away? My soul? I wanna see you try . I'm done here .
Bye .
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