BEFORE I DECAY.






PLEASE ABANDON INSTINCT. I WAS STUCK IN A LOOP OF A VISCOUS CIRCLE. IT WAS A MISTAKE TO HAVE ENTRUSTED YOU.
This is the morning and i'm posting...so stupid . but i can't post later cuz i'll be really busy . Anyways, I wanna say GOOD LUCK to all the malays out there FASTING . It's Ramadhan...dunno if spelled correctly . Anyways...yesterday at school was sucha fun laughing day . Cause Wilfred wet his hair 3 times when Miss Cho asked him to go to the washroom to tidy his hair . Then, Dion laughed til his saliva came out . LOLS . And we were playing a game to see who could laugh first, but Rica was straight out cuz she laughed when the games just started . She was laughing so damned hardly and when she said she was al laughed out, she still could laugh again . -.- and im SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO SORRY bout the last post . I was just venting my anger and my blog happened to be there . Im so lucky i did not vent my anger on facebook cuz wait people go ban me .
Wendy's Birthday Chalet is coming closer and I'm allowed to skip Science Enrichment . Woots~!
But there are still some stuff to qualify . We have to go on a shopping spree for everything . And my Prelims ARE REALLY REALLY BAD . I was aiming for 70/95 at least for English and got 63/95 . SO RETARDED . 7 more damned marks i reach my goal liaosxz . And my MATHS . NO DAMNED HOPE LUHHS . FAIL AGAIN . My Chinese worse than SA1 . DIEDIEDIE . What are my parents gonna say?! Maybe they'll take away my laptop . And this may be my last post ever . Well, til PSLE is over . I'm gonna revive my Audi Fingers again...I've been trying to revive buddhen too busy and my old account was suspended cause i never online damned long liao . Sian luhhs . NOW MY COMP IS LAGGING .......... AUDIIIIIIIII I MISS YOU .
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Let me make this clear:
Losers are Losers and if you get in my way, no matter what, you will be a Loser to me . I hate those people who think they're so great and have the power to criticise people . SO F*CKING WHAT IF I WANT TO CHANGE MY PHONE . SO F*CKING WHAT IF I WANNA BE KAY POH . IT'S NOT LIKE NO ONE ISN'T . NOT EVEYRONE IS PERFECT . SO F*CKING WHAT IF I'M DRAMATIC . YOU DONT F*CKING JUDGE ADLI . AND HE'S MORE F*CKING DRAMATIC THAN ME . AND I WATCH MTV ALMOST EVERY SATURDAY SO HOW COULD I F*CKING NOT LISTEN TO THE SONGS PEOPLE ARE LISTEN NOW?! IT'S ALL MY DECISIONS . DID I ASK YOU TO SAY ANYTHING OR HATE ME? SAY WHATEVER F*CKING HELL THAT YOU LIKE BUT ONE DAY, YOU'LL JUST REALISE I DON'T F*CKING CARE . YOU'LL COME CRASHING DOWN AND I'LL JUST GO UP . WHY THE HELL HATE ME . YOU CAN HATE ME BUT I JUST WANNA KNOW ONE THING, WHY BOTHER BEING MY FRIEND IF YOU'RE GONNA HATE ME IN THE END?! I'M NOT JUST TALKING ABOUT F*CKING CHUA YI JIE . IM ALSO TALKING ABOUT SOH KHIM AND TEO YONG XUN . YOU CAN SAY WHATEVER YOU LIKE ABOUT ME . BUT TO ME, YOU'RE SCUM . YOU CAN BADMOUTH ME ALL YOU LIKE . I DONT CARE WHATEVER B*STARDS OR B*TCHES YOU ARE, YOU'RE STILL ALL THE DAMNED SAME TO ME: INSENSITIVE AND INSECURE .
YOU DON'T REALISE WHAT YOU'RE SAYING HURTS OTHERS . ONLY WHEN YOU GET A TASTE OF YOUR OWN MEDICINE THEN YOU'LL REALISE HOW IT FEELS . I ADMIT THAT I MADE MISTAKES IN THE PAST AND PRESENT AND WILL MAKE SOME IN THE FUTURE . BUT THAT'S WHAT'S MOST INTERESTING ABOUT LIFE . You have your own attitude . Don't bother pretending to me that you're my friend . No matter what, i won't let you destroy my life or take away any of my friends anymore . You've taken away first Diyana, then Nad . What next? Wanna interfere in my tuition ? Wanna take away Joshua Foo, Natasha Tan, Jonus, Si Ying and Shun Fei? Wanna take away all my tuition friends too? Yeahh and i noticed you said i act rich . Well, that's why i'm fat . My mum and dad got a lot of money give me eat unlike you skinny freaks . What, parents no money buy food isit?(No offence to other people...im just saying this to people who say i act rich) .
You've FINALLY DONE IT . You've taken away my friends,my life and my everything . What else wanna take away? My soul? I wanna see you try . I'm done here .
Bye .
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Why do people like very...uhhs dunno how to explain... they like to go Bugis...WHAT THE HELL IS IN BUGIS?! IT'S JUST A REALLY OLD PLACE WITH GREAT HISTORY AND THE FAMOUS TEMPLE . One day, i have to go to Bugis and find out what's so interesting bout it . Does anyone know where to find the idiotic Little Miss and Mr Men shirts? I'm not despo bout gettin' them but i find them nice . Some people should really go for something else other than shorts and over-sized shirts . I'm not dissing Yu Xuan or other people...but I'm just saying to go for something more fashionable than SHORTS . Shorts are soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo 19th Century . Now what's hot is all from before . VESTS, HIGH TOPS, HOODIES, BAGGY PANTS AND CAPS OR HATS OR BERETS . BOOTS ARE COMING BACK IN STYLE TOO . IM GONNA MAKE THIS A REALLY REALLY LONG POST . Few weeks back, i went to Calvin's house then i saw him playing this computer game that's something like Halo...but it's called Left4Dead . It's M18 but who cares right? It was really really interesting . It has to do with zombies and all that . but its kinda grosss . Cuz after shooting the zombies, there'll be body parts lying around . GROSS . I know i said i was gonna make this post realy really long, but i cant...have to go out for dinner...so im ending here . GOOD DAY TO EVERYONE AND NO OFFENCE TO YU XUAN .
LOVES,
MeGAN .
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Sucha Goddamn G00d DAY♥!
Today was sucha nice day...Oral was okay...Went to Xiao Wei's house . Played some audi there...Ryan taqqed along then he went home after 10 minutes...Tow Jun was supposed to go there but he asked me and Ryan...so that was how I ended up in Xiao Wei's house. Quite fun . Today was the day i found out Tow Jun was sucha noob at audi . I mean he's really a noob . He couldn't even do the finish move at 70 BPM . FREDERICA AND OMAR BROKE UP yesterday... I guess everyone knows that already . And Omar confided in me...he wanted to get back together with Rica♥ but she said FAT CHANCE . I really pity Omar...anywayss...Yesterday i was so damned tired that i din watch the ming zhong zhu ding wo ai ni ....BOOHOO . But my mummy said yesterday was nothing interesting . I dunno why, but i'm starting to think choclates are a delicacy and I'll admit it, they're my Guilty Pleasures now . I LOVE them so much now . About 6 weeks ago, my aunt said in 6-8 weeks or so, she'll gimme a new camera . But the camera is th stupid National Geographic one . They said they'll mail it . It's coming from Switzerland so i think it'll take long cuz last time i ordered a parcel from U.S. thenns it took 8 weeks . I HAVE NOTHING ELSE TO DO .
Okayyy...
Loves yous all...
Megannnnn
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My OnSugar is th same as blogger...so dont bother going to it...just follow me on Onsugar...
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HELLO...
OKOK...I think I'm dying...lols cuz my PSLE ORALS WAS A FAILURE . I thought i could do it but i couldn't....NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO. GONE GONE GONE....ANYWAYS...I met Joshua, my idiotic tuition friend, at the provision shop opposite school...and does anyone know? AT ROCKS...Been listening to Guilty Pleasure everyday since i bought it. Re-reading all HP books...I simple LOVE them...lemme tell you...few weeks ago,or a month ago, channel 5 was showing all the HP movies and people at school were crazy bout HP...so Yi Jie asked me to write down some spells and their meanings...so i wrote them down and gave it to him. But I'm sure he's forgotten all about it or threw it out the window . Then, a few weeks later, Jestlin asked if i could write down some spells for her too...so i said ok...and thens i wrote for her then i dunno whether she still has it or flung them outta the window. LOLS . I just discovered The Tales of Beedle the Bard is sucha nice book . I want it . It's by J.K Rowling . It's something to do with HP . I just finished reading Deathly Hallows on Monday so after that, i read Prizoner of Azkaban then, Goblet of Fire and now I'm reading Order of The Pheonix....My hair has been dropping alot lately...anyone can shed some light on this subject? Lols...Signing out here...
LOVE EVERYONE WHO READS THIS,
Megansssss(:
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Heyy...i dunno is you guys got this email or something...but its pretty scary and i Gogogled the name and all the websites i went to were the same so i thhink is a lil' bit true .
a girl

was pushed

down a sewer opening

by 5 girls in her school,

trying to

embarrass

her

in front of

her school

during a fire drill.












When she didn't submerge

the police were called.












They went down

and brought up

17 year old

Carmen Winstead's

body,

her neck broken from

hitting the ladder,

and then the

side concrete at the bottom.











The girls told everyone she fell...


They believed them.










FACT:

2 months ago,

16 year old

David Gregory

read this post and

didn't repost it.











When he went to

take a shower

he heard

laughter

from his shower,

he started freaking out

and ran to his computer

to repost it.











He said goodnight

to his mom

and went to sleep.










5 hours later

his mom woke up

in the middle of the night

cause of a loud noise.










David was gone.











That morning

a few hours later

the police found him

in the

sewer,

his neck broken

and his face skin

peeled off.












Even google her name- you'll find this to be true



If you don't repost this saying





'they ruined her up'

Then Carmen will get you,

either from a sewer, the toilet, the shower,

or when you go to sleep you'll wake up in the sewer

send to EVERYONE ON YOUR LIST


I cant believe Daniel sent me this . I wanna kill him!
Anyways...I finished reading the whole Harry Potter Series! And I wanna read it again...Buh-bye
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Heyyy...i didnt plan for this but i went to Jurong Point with Valerie and Yi Jie and Soh Khim and Nancy...left at 4.16. I din know if they wanted me gone or they just really had to go...LOLS...i only half trust them. They went to buy some things or only one thing in Popular for their banner on Friday...I, well, going tomorrow. They bought this kinda fried chicken thingy at a Taiwan stall. It LOOKED nice...lols i din get to eat it cuz i just didnt wanna take food from others . Anyways, saw Zhao Hua there. Once at the toilet and another time at Popular. He looked so emo with the big big specs and everything. Well, Yong Xun also taqqed along with them. We din talk, as always...but he acted cool with it and din nag bout me being there. It was quite fun. They wanted to know from Daniel if he had glitter,so they tried calling everyone to get his house number...he really ought to use his handphone. Lols...anyway...Yi Jie asked Yong Xun for it and he gave Yi Jie a fake one. But it was ringing LOLS. And we were all laughing when he had the wrong one. Yong Xun told Yi Jie wait a Bangla will pick up. Then Soh Khim say will look for me. Lols. Today, Ryan randomly made party invites for his party...nothing to sayyyy.
love you all,
megan.
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MY 100TH POST!
Yeahhhhhhh babes ! Just finished Chinese Oral todayyyy sucha disaster. When im blogging now, im also taking art lesson with Rica and Jess. Lols art lesson is us drawing stuff...Ok...let's talk about recent events. The people who are born in July:
No one . Lols.
Ok... August:
3rd-Antonio
6th-Daddy
8th-Ryan
9th-Singapore...
oks....
and events happening in August:
8th-I'm going to Cricket Club for Peranakan Buffet Dinner
9th-National Day Celebration and Ryan's Fencing Competition
10th-Free day from school and Ryan's birthday party...
Ok...all the events done . This is a really short post cause i have to go and eat my BK...and HAPPY BIRTHDAY YOU AUGUST PEOPLE.
And now's the 7th month/Hungry Ghost Festival. So, bewareeeeeeeeeee people...
Piece abd love you all, Megan (Fox(Lols))(:
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Rules: Once you've been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 100 Truths about you. At the end, choose 25 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you.



(To do this, go to “notes” under tabs on your profile page, copy and paste this note, erase my answers and enter your own, tag people (in the right hand corner of the app) then click publish.)



WHAT WAS YOUR:

1. Last beverage: Water

2. Last phone call: Taxi Hotline

3. Last text message: Can you please tell me what is the homework?

4. Last song you listened to?: Delete You-Ashley Tisdale

5. Last time you cried: Because someone kicked me.

6. Dated someone twice: No

7. Been cheated on: Nope

8. Kissed someone & regretted it: Nope

9. Lost someone special: Yeaa

10. Been depressed: Yupp

11. Been drunk and threw up: NO


LIST THREE FAVORITE COLOURS:

12. Red

13. Pink

14. Blue


THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2009)

15. Made a new friend: Hmm yesh yesh

16. Fallen out of love: Maybe? :x

17. Laughed until you cried: Yea

18. Met anyone who changed you?: Yes

19. Found out who your true friends were: Yea

20. Found out someone was talking about you: Yeah

21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list: Nope

22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: Many many; mostly all!

23. How many kids do you want to have: Two

24. Do you have any pets: no... but i used to have

25. Do you want to change your name: No...i Love it

26. What did you do for your last birthday: Chalet and Karaoke and Steamboat and Fahrenheit Concert.

27. What time did you wake up today: 8.04a.m

28. What were you doing at midnight last night: Sleeping

29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: To get a Blackberry

30. Last time you saw your Mother: 1 hour ago

31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: My Grades

32. What are you listening to right now: Acting Out- Ashley Tisdale

33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: Nope.

34. What's getting on your nerves right now: Yi Jie

35. Most visited webpage: Facebook.

36. Whats your real name: Megan Khaw

37. Nicknames: Megs, Megab

38. Relationship Status: Complicated/Single*

39. Zodiac sign: Saggitarius

40. Male or female?: Female

41. Elementary?: Juying Primary

42. Middle School?: I wanna go to CHIJ St. Theresa's

43. High school/college?: I wanna go to JJC or Harvard or Dartmouth

44. Hair colour: Brownish Black

45. Long or short: Long

46. Height: 165cm

47. Do you have a crush on someone?: Yeaa

48: What do you like about yourself?: I have a great best friend

49. Piercings: Nope

50. Tattoos: Nope

51. Righty or lefty: Righty



FIRSTS :

52. First surgery: Nope

53. First piercing: Nope

54. First best friend: Nicole

55. First sport you joined: Basketball

56. First vacation: Australia

58. First pair of trainers: Addidas B-ball shoes..



RIGHT NOW

59. Eating: Nothing

60. Drinking: Water

61. I'm about to: Do homework

62. Listening to: Ashlet Tisdale

63. Waiting on: Someone to talk to me


YOUR FUTURE :

64. Want kids?: Yes

65. Get Married?: Yes

66. Career?: Pshycologist or Singer...



WHICH IS BETTER :

67. Lips or eyes: Eyes

68. Hugs or kisses: Both

69. Taller or shorter: Taller

70. Older or Younger: Younger

71. Romantic or spontaneous: 50-50

72. Nice stomach or nice arms: Both

73. Sensitive or loud: Sensitive

74. Hook-up or relationship: Relationship.

75. Trouble maker or hesitant: hmm half half haha


HAVE YOU EVER :

76. Kissed a stranger: No

77. Drank hard liquor: No

78. Lost glasses/contacts: Nope

79. Sex on first date: NO

80. Broken someone's heart: NO

82. Been arrested: NOPE.

83. Turned someone down: Err no

84. Cried when someone died: Yes

85. Fallen for a friend: Yes

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

86. Yourself: Yeah

87. Miracles: Sometimes

88. Love at first sight: Sometimes

89. Heaven: DUh

90. Santa Claus: YEs

91. Kiss on the first date: Maybe

92. Angels: Yeah


ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:

94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: Nope

95. Did you sing today?: yES

96. Ever cheated on somebody?: NO

97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go?: The day when when we all were really good friends

98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be?: Holidays.

99. Are you afraid of falling in love?: Yeaa

100. Posting this as 100 truths?: Yeah lol
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My Autobiography Lols.
Fill this out IN YOUR OWN WORDS and repost as "My Autobiography" ... And use your own answers, not anyone else's.

1.Where did you take your profile pic?
i dont have one...

2.What exactly are you wearing right now?
uhh...white blouse and white shorts

3.What is your current problem?
Emotions

4.What makes you happy most?
Friends and Facebook

5.What's the name of the song that you're listening to?
Delete You-Ashley Tisdale

7.Name someone with the same birthday as you?
No one

8.Ever sang in front of a large audience?
Nope

9. Has anyone ever said you looked like a celebrity?
No...but they called me one

10.Do you still watch kiddy movies or kiddie TV shows?
Yeaa

11. Do you speak any languages?
Obviously...

12.Has anyone you've been close with passed away?
Yeaa

13.Do you ever watch MTV?
Almost everyday...

14.What's something that really annoys you?
Irritating people.

Chapter 1:
===============
1. Name:
Megan

2.Nickname(s):
Megs,Megab

3.Current location:
Bed Room

4.Eye color:
Black

Chapter 2:
===============
1.Do you live with your parents:
Yeaaa

2.Do you get along with your parents?
Sometimes

3.Do you have any siblings?:
No

Chapter 3: Favorites
===============
1. Ice Cream:
French Vanilla, Cookies and Cream

2. Season:
Summer, Winter

3. Shampoo/conditioner:
Loreal

Chapter 4: Do You..
===============
1.Dance in the shower?
Sometimes...lol

2.Do you write on your hand?
No

3. Call people back:
Yes yes

4. Believe in love:
Sometimes...

5. Any bad habits?
Sleeping with my phone under my pillow

7. Any mental health issues?
NO

Chapter 5: Have You..
===============
1.Broken a bone:
Never

2.Sprained stuff:
No

3.Had physical therapy:
Nope

4. Gotten stitches:
Yeaa

5.Taken painkillers:
Yea

6. Gone scuba diving or snorkeling:
No .

7.Been stung by a bee:
No

8. Thrown up at the dentist:
NO.

9.Sworn in front of your parents:
No.

10. Had detention:
yeaa for not doing homework

11.Been called a Player/ Hoe:
Yeaa once.

Chaper 6: Who/What was the last
===============
1.Movie(s)?
Harry Potter and The Half-Blood Prince

2.Three people to text you:
Nadhirah,Hariz and Xiao Wei

3.Person you called:
Nadhirah

4.Person you hugged:
No one

5.Person you tackled?
No One

6. Person you talked to on Msn?
Daniellll.

7.Thing you touched?
Keyboard

8. Thing you ate?
Instant Noodles...

9. Thing you drank?
Water

10.Thing you said:
" Stop saying that! "

I got this from some random blog....
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