BEFORE I DECAY.






PLEASE ABANDON INSTINCT. I WAS STUCK IN A LOOP OF A VISCOUS CIRCLE. IT WAS A MISTAKE TO HAVE ENTRUSTED YOU.
Hellos~~i cant believe im always thinking soooooooo negativly...anyways...been doin nothing and wasting away day after day...auntie judy made me waste it...
16/11:
stayed at armadale...watchin tv like whole day...thenns...go for dinner at pasta de waraku...ate th seafood vongole...they pronounced it seafood vongoleee...lol...thenns nana ate th aglio olio...while on th way there,saw novena square they setting up th ice skating rink as every year end holidays...is actually th people frm australia they come to sg to do ice skating thingy...thenns got to pay $20 for a child to ice skate...but will get a ticket free if we buy something $50 and above in novena square or velocity...thenns they got th ice skating clinic for kids to learn some ice skating tricks...its $30...i went for it last year...thenns i learnt how to do a twirl...but they open on 25 november...lolsxz...
17/11:
went wid nana to OG again...she wanted to buy somemore christmas presents...thenns bought already...auntie judy called...she said thursday wanna go out...so i agreed lorhhs...thenns...was calvin's bdae...so i wished him...i dunn think any of my cousins care abt me or dunn even remember i exist anymore...anyways...when i came back,i was supposedd to go home on tuesday but my father called and said he and my mum will come to armadale and stay til thursdayy...so i agreed...thenns he said he will bring th laptop...thenns ate chicken rice(homemade by nana)for dinner...
18/11:
1 month beforeeeeeeee my bdaee...lolsxz...thenns my father came in th morning to put th stuff he and my mum needs to stay over...plus th laptop...sooooo...i used th laptop for th whole dayy...thenns do nothing...thenns cant sleep...so every night i watch channel 5 on th tv in th room late at night...watched CSI:Miami...and criminal minds before fallin asleep...
19/11:
did th comp agnn...thenns...ate chicken rice again for dinner...cant sleep again...so watched cashmere mafia...so nice...lol...
20/11:
went out wid auntie judy and nana...we went to tangs...she bought a 4.5 feet christmas tree...thenns she bought th decorations...all GOLD...lolsxz...thenns went to taka...walk walk walk so longg...thenns went to a japanese restaurantt...to eat fried th pork...auntie judy and nana ordered th fried pork...and i ordered th fried oyster...so nice...after that auntie judy went to isetan...and bought a lefheit mop and bucket...thenns went to th supermarket bought...food for th next day's lunch...i was supposed to go home but we stayed another day...
21/11:
went to th gym wid auntie judy...thenns went back to armadale ate th food frm isetan supermarket...th food tasted like crap and shyt...i threw away th whole damn thing...lol...thenns i went home...so nice to be home...
22/11:
spent whole day at home...mum bougth sushi to eat for dinner...
23/11:
went to IMM wid mum and dad...we ate at burger king...mummy&daddy and me went to Samuel & Kevin to buy some presents for calvin,jared,kau foo,uncle tsang and uncle peng san for christmas...thenns i went to popular to buy some pens...thenns i received th pop club mag...so got 20% voucher inside...thenns while paying i saw they selling th textbooks for next year...so i told daddy...abt it...thenns he said to see wad old textbooks darrel has first so that i can use them for next year...but i dunn wann this year cuz its always vandalized...this year i got th chinese textbook frm him...thenns it was like vandilized lorhhs...thenns my teacher scolded me for that...i protested to my dad...thenns my mum agreed to buy all new textbooks for me...i wanted to buy frm popular...so he said ok...
24/11:
went to jp to watch madagascar 2 wid faith...alex soooooooooooo cute when he was a baby...lolsxz...thenns after th movie...met my mum at NTUC...thenns we sent faith to MRT station for her to go home...thenns my mum and me went to eat at food courtt and thenn went home...thenns nana called and said auntie judy wanted me to clean her new penthouse at park ifinia and that she'll pay me $3 per hour...thenns i agreed lorrhs...but that was a huge bitchy mistake~
25/11&26/11:
went to auntie judy's house...work there for 7 hours so i got paid $21...i slept over at her old house...we ate pasta for dinner...auntie judy made it...thenns she told me to eat really slowly...so i kept refilling th sauce...thenns i refilled th sauce for th 2nd time,uncle paul came back...so we ate together...thenns i took a 3rd helping of th sauce...thenns while eating we watched criminal minds season 3 on DVD...3 episodes...i ate for bout 2 hours...thenns we watched th last episode of criminal minds thenns we went to sleep...nana was already asleep...i couldnt sleep til 11.30...thenns bout 1.30 i woke up cuz i couldnt sleep...soo...i woke nana up to tell her...thenns she changed places of sleeping...thenns i still couldnt sleep so i woke her up again...thenns she said try sleeping away frm th light in th hall...so i tried...still cant sleep thenns i woke her up for a 3rd time...thenns she said:You cannot sleep wad can i do? thenns she said:you keep waking me up now i cant sleep...thats wad she said lolsxz...thenns i talkedd to her till 4.30am thenns i could sleep agn...thenns woke up at 7.05 to go gym wid auntie judy...so when we were there,i did stepping,running and pedalling...pedalling was th most tiring...my legs hurt like hell...thenns i went to th toilet to rest on th sofa seat...thenns went to change...met auntie judy at th waiting area and we went to buy breakfast at toast box and went to park ifinia...thenns she wanted me to do vacumming...so i did...was like super hard...after that,used th micro fiber to wipe th furniture...thenns after that,did nothing cuz never tell me to do anything...so at bout 2,went to have lunch,we ate katong laksa at united square...thenns i told auntie judy that i was too tired to work...so she gave me my pay...i took my things frm park ifinia and went home,on th way to park ifinia she was like so angry...and acting all bitchy...i already very tired she still want me to work...why th freaking hell couldnt she do herself?ok...im stoppin here...bye(:
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This is a quiz Joshua asked me to copy~~
please enjoy....

1* What is ur first name?
Megan

2*Do you like or hate that name?
like...

3*Do you care about yourself or others?
myself and others

4*Have you ever fallen in love?
Yes

5*If you have a relationship, how long is it? [Estimate]
I don't have one...

6*If you can choose to buy a necklace or a clock for your friend/cpl/etc what would u buy?
Necklace

7*What will you do when a girl/boy stares at you?
Blushes and pretend im nt looking

8*Who has made you happy for th past 24 hours?
Ni Hui

9*Are you sick?
No

10*Do you like visiting the doctor?
Yes...(I don't go often)

11*What do you do when you're alone/HeartBrokened/bored?
Cry and wish i was dead...

12*Between Yoghurt and Yakult, Which would u choose?
Yakult...

13* what kind of small snack do you like?
None

14*Do you like fast food?
No

15*Your favorite song?
Right here,Right now

16*Anyone on ur mind right now?
LU WEN JIAN

17* Do u miss Him/Her?
Yes, Alot

18*If you live alone, would you want foster parents?
No, they will be bossier than my parents~

19*If you are granted lots of courage, what would you do that you didnt dare to?
Ask Lu Wen Jian out...but it wunn happen...

20*Do you hate yourself?
A little...

21*What makes you go emo?
Lu Wen Jian rejecting me...

22*When is the last time you cried?
Yesterday...

23* Are you bored of this quiz?
Not really...

24*Do you like tagging?
No...

25* Would you stay with yourself? or u rather be in a camp with all your love ones?
Be in a camp...

26*Which is your best cousin?
Sorry faith...but its Calvin...

27*What Brand and model is ur phone?
Sony Ericsson w580i

28*Who is ur best friend?
Nobody

29*Do you like quarrels?
No, They're scary and it might lead to death or injuries..

30*If you have a relationship, do you have a couple nickname? if you do, what is it?
i dont even have a relationship...

that's th end of th quiz people!!!!!!!!!!!bout th like of goin to doctors,i dont get sick often...thats why i like...but im goin to one todayy...LOL...yesterday...on msn talked to Ni Hui long time...talked bout alotta stuff...like Wen Jian...JW...liddat lorrhhs...thenns...talked my sms...thenns til i was tired...i said good night to her...but...i was up watchin' ghost whisperer...so niice...lolsxz...today gonna go doctor's to get my grandmother tests done...thenns after that...gonna go OG...people's park there...thenns dunnoe wad gonna do next...
yesterday:
was th last day of school...got th prize giving ceremony...thenns my choir performance...thenns so embarrassing lorhh...singing lame songs...and sweating like hell...whats even worse...wen jian was watching...thenns we had to stay in th music room til 12...cuz cant "interupt" th concert...ugh...anywayss...when goin home that time...Ronald pissed me off so much...chased him bout a few times...damn irritating...lolsxz...
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Hello~!Lolsxz...uhh lonqq time neihh post...soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo yesterday calvin asked if wanna go genting...thenns i said yes...thenns th mum din wanna go...so...today i msged him and asked him wad his mum said bout goin genting...he said not goin liaosxz...diaoz larhhs...thenns...i booked a chalet for my birthday...soz...i suggested to calvin that he also book a chalet there...and he said he ask his mum first...soz im waitin for a reply...lolz...
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hey peopleeeeeeeeeeeeee...ok nbr post lonq time as has been decidin on blogskin...so lets start frm sundae...i watch th coffin...wich was sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo nice and scary...lolz...so tuesday...did nothin' much and wasted 3 quarters of school...as HMT were havin' exams...lolzzz...thenns miss tan oso nbr come so mdm lee come in...she discussed th english papers wid us...thenns after school...she was like bein so bitchy and naggy...scoldin us...say we make alotta noise...so we gotta write down wad we did wrong and why she wuz so angry...thenns can go...go alrdy...went to cantee...ate lunch...thenns waited til 2 to go to esplanade for th SLO children's choir and youth choir concert...thenns it was like sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo boring...thenns go there alrdy...thenns got 20 mins interval...so everyone went toilet...toilet was so full...thenns only got one toilett...cuz cant go out...wait no tix to come in...so nbr go...i went to th bar there...got alotta things but people buyin fast...so i juz squeezed in and bought impact mints...th black colour one larhhs...so it was 4 dollars lorhhs...thenns i was like walao...so expensive...thenns Ronald told me he wanted to but th chocolate but no more liaoz...so nvms...we went back...and took our seats...so they sang thenn sang...after that...we went back about 6 plus...in th bus was like so funn...talked wid ronald and ben bout fei lun hai songs...and other chinese songs...thenns ben was eating chewing gum...so he kept spitting it out...and putting it back into his mouth we were watching him...and it was like so grosss...lols...thenns todayy...nothin much to do...hariz,muzainah,valerie and sheena went to ngee ann poly to do dunnoe wad stuff...we got back all our exam scripts todaee...i was so disappointed when i saw my maths...lol...thenns...nothing happened much...im gonna watch hsm 3 AGAIN...but now wid Hariz,Fatin and Nad...on Saturdae...it was actually postponed to sat as Hariz had prefect and english writing competition thingy training...and i had choir prac...so postponed to sat...lolsxz...nothin tuh write...fatin said th coffin wasnt scary at all...but i thought it was...i get spooked easily ya see...lolsxz...cheers.~!
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Heyys...exams are finally overrrrrrrrr...uhh...my bloqqq will be finalised tonight...or maybe tomorrow...thankks((:
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